Wednesday, 22. April 2015
These are the days...
ell, 22:08h
Today was one of these days. These days when you struggle infinitely to stay awake during the lessons, not because of the topic, but because of the teachers monotonous voice and the fact that you have slept pretty little the night before. Not because you have been drinking with some guys from your class (I didn't even touch alcohol that evening), but because you just couldn't sleep again.
And then you come home, you are finally awake and you sit down thinking, I'll just read a little to calm down and by the time you stop it's already half past seven. Sweating you think that you still have to wash your hair, and you need something to eat and you also still have like a thousand other things you need to do.
That is the point when I turn on a soundtrack (Star Trek - Into Darkness for today), then wash my hair in the basin in my room, because I'm too lazy to go to the shower, grab something to eat which happens to be standing around in my fridge and start out doing all the things I still have to do until the soundtrack is over.
And with dread I think of the rest of the week and all the things I have to do and all the other things I don't want to do and the part of both of those I'm not going to get done anyway.
And then you come home, you are finally awake and you sit down thinking, I'll just read a little to calm down and by the time you stop it's already half past seven. Sweating you think that you still have to wash your hair, and you need something to eat and you also still have like a thousand other things you need to do.
That is the point when I turn on a soundtrack (Star Trek - Into Darkness for today), then wash my hair in the basin in my room, because I'm too lazy to go to the shower, grab something to eat which happens to be standing around in my fridge and start out doing all the things I still have to do until the soundtrack is over.
And with dread I think of the rest of the week and all the things I have to do and all the other things I don't want to do and the part of both of those I'm not going to get done anyway.
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quadrotriticale,
Thu 2015-04-23 00:21
The parallels in our daily routine begin to scare me.
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